~Dresdenia

Main Entry:
des·ti·ny
Pronunciation:
..ˈdes-tə-nē..
Etymology:
Middle English destinee, from Anglo-French, from feminine of destiné, past participle of destiner


1 : something to which a person or thing is destined : fortune
2 : a predetermined course of events often held to be an irresistible power or agency


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My whole life, I have lived upon the idea that we are all interconnected and that one scene of events leads to another for a specific reason. That for some odd reason this universe is trying to tell you something, whether it be big or small in the scheme of things matters not, but that there is this grand puzzle, with all these intricate details or pieces, all destined to help you find what it is that you, in this life time, are meant to find. Why is it that people find it so hard to follow, or have faith in this concept? They can believe in a God but not in the course of a destiny. Just because there is a "plan" doesnt mean that there is no point in living. The point is to make mistakes for they all lead you to where you need to go in some form or another. Free will is not excluded.

People walk about thinking that destiny is some pre formed plan in which there is no point of living. That your past was your destiny therefore it shall continue as so. When In reality destiny is the future. People are quick to confuse fate with destiny at the jump of a hat, when really the two are entirely different concepts. DESTINY is what we are here for. It is our need to go places and do things for no apparent reason.
People find it strange in the fact that in my past I have hurt people from picking up and running or dropping people or moving randomly; For just disappearing. But has anyone actually stopped to think instead of criticizing me? The people who come into my life come to know the type of person I am. You may not come to learn WHO I am completely, but that is not important for we all change in one way or another. But its what makes a person that generally stays. Like my mother, all my life I have been challenged and have been seen as childish or ignorant; a show; a pathetic excuse fo existence; a liar; a heartbreak; one whos sole purpose is to destroy the lives of other. But none of this is true. Me running off into the great unknown was never meant for anyone to take personally. Those who know me should know this. My mother as a spiritualist and a Buddhist has raised me in a very non-traditional way, therefor I myself, am Non-Traditional. I am a very spiritual individual and a practicing wiccian. There is room for all. My friends, you should know this.

"When I Find What It Is I Am Looking For I Will Stop."
Those words I have preached over and over until I thought my mouth would bleed from having to constantly reassure people. When it wasn't really my place to do so in the beginning. My whole life I have had these ideas of a destiny and just going with it. I don't plans, I take life as it comes. I go somewhere, it was a random feeling and I followed it. I follow what I believe as opposed to just saying i do. I prove it with my life; with my words; my thoughts; my actions. I live every moment as it is and I feel as much as I can in those moments. I would never deny myself such a thing. Yes I take off, yes people get hurt, but just like everyone else, I have my own path and I embrace it. Those who are close to me understand this.
Some people are scared of this and all I can really say is don't be. If I am your friend then I am meant to be there for the time that I am. Things will happen the way they are meant to happen. For better and for worse. Everything is all apart of this great big plan. Embrace yours as I do mine if you can. At least if you cant, understand that this is who I am. There are signs every where, all around you. All you have to do it look.

This is not a teaching or a begging to get people to see things my way. I would not dare invoke the beliefs of others. This is a purpose of getting myself out onto paper. Out in the great void. Sometimes things have no purpose..... sometimes the purpose is that you just had a feeling and sat down with your computer and began to type. Or just took off to some place youve never been before simply because you called to it. This is the livings of my life, in all its entirely, even if it is not completely understood. The point is not to be understood. The point is not to force people to read or see things. The point is not to jam one belief system down to raise the standards of yours.
The point is to live.
To live like no other
And the point of love
is to accept that you will be seen as foolish and stupid